? of what has been going on in my life. And maybe you will find a little wisdom. Let's start with the fact that I lost my job a few weeks ago. Although I

? was not expecting it that day, I was expecting to leave. It was time to go. I had accomplished all that I had planned to accomplish and on an energetic p

? e true to themselves. I show them that they should live their lives the way they see fit, accept responsibility for their actions and not to hide their

? authentic self.
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? lane I also felt a sense of completion. I have for many years recognized the fact that one of my gifts to the people in my life ais to show them how to b

? Admittedly I have not blogged in a long time. I make no excuses or explanation other than I just haven't bothered. So what will follow is just a rambling

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Unmeasurable Disappointment....

WOW... I truly never expected to be this disappointed in a celebrity. I really thought this person was more genuine than this. I believed her life had purpose. I believed she had ascended to a higher level. But in the end, I believe that she is truly one of the most selfish people I have ever met. Now, truthfully I use met in a very loose degree here. What she has done to her partner is unforgivable. And I do realize that I do not know both sides of the story. But I can feel her partners pain, and I believe that she walked out with even a thought to what havoc she was leaving behind. And instead of standing on her word, she again and again stomps on her heart. So, I am no longer a Melissa Etheridge fan. I have removed her from my iPod. She no long exists to me. I no that she will probably never read this. But if she is as connected to Universe as she claims to be... she will no that there is an immense amount of love that used to be directed her way, that now has been removed. Tammy deserves better. And I hope you are a better parent than you are a parent, but I believe that you are probably not. My disappointment is unmeasureable.

Blizzard Ramblings...

Blizzard 2010! The white death is upon us, and since facebook has been blocked on our work computers along with all of the games, I have to find something to amuse myself. So I sit here with not a lot to do except ponder the universe. I figure, if we are lucky, this is the way that spring will be ushered in. I feel that after this snow fall and the resultant cold temps, that spring is certainly right around the corner. We are currently awaiting 2 babies (Pixie and Baby Brie), and I am hoping they wait a few more days 'til the storm settles. And hoping they don't come too close together so TJ can efficiently handle both.
So I have finnaly gotten back into my happy place after the upset. It took almost a month, but my resolve has allowed me to embrace the change and rise to the challenge. I feel I have entered a really great place in my life. I know who I am and what I am willing to do in order to support my family. I am greatful, that Z has learned to trust my instincts and despite how it looks, I apparently can manifest what we need, even if it is not always exactly when we need it.
I am looking forward to a time when we have a few extra dollars in our pockets. I am working on manifesting some serious travel. I so want to travel over seas and to Canada. I want to work on my photography and I want to take an art class. I am feeling really creative and I need to explore a more constant creative outlet.
In addition, I am resolve to fixing my body. So there will be major changes. I am starting with the South Beach Diet. Then moving to a more vegetarian/raw type eating. I will have to watch the fruits for awhile. I am also resolute to move my body more. Stretching is the way to go. But I also need wome weights and some cardio. I really need Jillian to kick my butt. Really.
So here is to resilence and resolve. Let it snow...