give me a reason...

ok... so i am not the best at expressing my thoughts about politics... so i often have a hard time debating it with other people... i also tend to follow the old adage not to discuss politics with friends and family...lol so here is what i don't get... i am for obama... i have been since shortly after his speech 4 years ago... but what i don't get is the following statement... "he scares me" that is what i keep hearing over and over again... i have used this same statement about "w"... but i followed it with that fact that he lied, the fact that he was too easily led, the fact that he called himself a "war president"... that is my point... i followed up my statement with a "why"... the anti-obama people i talk with just keep telling me "he scares me" so i ask why and they reply "i've just heard too many things" so i ask "like what?" still no answer... i for one am tired of the non-answers... give me a reason... a good reason... tell me he has a bad aura... what i can tell you is that he is saying who he is and he is living up to it... when is the last time you met someone like that, especially a politician. i am just asking for everyone to watch what he says ( not what anyone else says) and then watch what he does in response to things... you will find he is spot on... no trickery... he really is that real... judge for yourself... make up your own mind... soo that we have a future... and four more years of this will put us all in ruins... but it won't ruin "w's" core people... they will be laughing all the way to the bank... i for one will not be laughing...
so i am asking again... give me a reason you do not like him... just one

a change in venue...

there is a new breeze blowing... it is very fitting that i am making big changes in my life. there is no more perfect time than fall to end a cycle of learning in ones life only to begin a new cycle. i began amost 2 years ago deciding what i wanted for my life... for our life... i wrote down a list of things that i wanted for both my personal and private life... i was very specific on somethings and more vague on others... and as always... despite a great deal of planning and intention i find that the universe gave me exactly what i asked for... although not exactly as i envisioned... i decided that i wanted someone to help or take over my business and i got exactly that... right down to the very person i wanted to be by my side... i wanted some specific equipment, better known as toys...lol and this is where i did not get quite specific enough... i got all of the toys that i wanted... but i did not say where i wanted them... oops, better planning next time... i have been gifted with much interest in my skills... and yet i am not sure yet if i have found the right job... what is hard is that i have already bonded with a new staff and already feel bad that i may not stay... but i am learning to say no. it is a simple word actually. no. so short. should be easy to say and do. but when faced with the overwhelming urge to help people, pets, etc... no. is not so easy. i often find my self wanting to be the hero. who doesn't. what i want mostly is to get up every morning, knowing that my family is taken care of and that i have made a difference in someone's life.
lets be one with that thought... what can i do to make a difference... how can i be used to make the world a better place... a more loving place...