there is a new breeze blowing... it is very fitting that i am making big changes in my life. there is no more perfect time than fall to end a cycle of learning in ones life only to begin a new cycle. i began amost 2 years ago deciding what i wanted for my life... for our life... i wrote down a list of things that i wanted for both my personal and private life... i was very specific on somethings and more vague on others... and as always... despite a great deal of planning and intention i find that the universe gave me exactly what i asked for... although not exactly as i envisioned... i decided that i wanted someone to help or take over my business and i got exactly that... right down to the very person i wanted to be by my side... i wanted some specific equipment, better known as toys...lol and this is where i did not get quite specific enough... i got all of the toys that i wanted... but i did not say where i wanted them... oops, better planning next time... i have been gifted with much interest in my skills... and yet i am not sure yet if i have found the right job... what is hard is that i have already bonded with a new staff and already feel bad that i may not stay... but i am learning to say no. it is a simple word actually. no. so short. should be easy to say and do. but when faced with the overwhelming urge to help people, pets, etc... no. is not so easy. i often find my self wanting to be the hero. who doesn't. what i want mostly is to get up every morning, knowing that my family is taken care of and that i have made a difference in someone's life.
lets be one with that thought... what can i do to make a difference... how can i be used to make the world a better place... a more loving place...
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